This poor Journal is so damn neglected. I really should start updating it more often like I use to. Or .. you could just add me atmeganspregnant it's updated every few days or so.

 

first things first; Happy Birthday Meghan! (inviere)
her Birthday is today! I know there's a couple others this month on the 29th, I do believe. So happy birthday to you all as well.


anyway; maybe sometime this weekend I'll do a massive post and upate everyone on all the "amazing" things (sike!) going on in my life.

 I really hate that I don't update this Journal as often as I use to. I just kind of only talk about my child now so I figure it's better just to post that in my "mommy" journal. Speaking of which, he's getting so big. I can't believe he's 11 weeks old already & a hefty 13lbs!

My brothers BRAND NEW 2007 Suzuki GSX R 1000 street bike got stolen out of his buddies driveway where he's stationed in Jacksonville, NC. He is like heartbroken. He's paying $13,000 for that bike. Which he doesn't have anymore. So I've been searching Craigslist & eBay nightly to see if I can come across it. I found one in Rocky Mount about 2 hours away from Camp Lejuene & emailed the guy about it but turns out he's a cop. so I doubt he drove 2 hours to steal a bike lol it just really sucks & I feel so bad for my brother. He loved that bike & that's a really expensive lesson to learn since he's paying almost $300 a month for the next 5 years for a bike he probably will never see again. However, we're keeping our fingers crossed that the Police find it, or that I can come across it online.

That's about it really. I decdied to move into a bedroom downstairs so my brother is going upstairs into my room, I'm getting what use to be the office & Braydens going to have his own Nursey in what use to be my brothers room. Which we're putting the finishing touches on this weekend. Then my brother comes home next weekend :] yay!

My son is now 2 months old. Time really does fly.
Jared is still an asshole.
I dyed my hair red, goodbye brown!
My brothers $13,000 street bike got stolen last Wednesday
my Mustang is now at Camp Lejeune in North Carolina. 

I had Brayden June 5th at 8:44 pm! yay

 in a little less than 4 hours I'm leaving for the hospital to give birth.

I hate the internet. I really fucking do.

You can't ask a legitimate question on any website be it livejournal or Myspace without someone getting their feelings all sorts of fucking hurt & wanting to start a fight with you. OVER A QUESTION. People take the internet way too fucking seriously & I can not stand it. I can't wait to have Brayden so I'll be occupied with taking care of my child so I don't have to waste my time on these bullshit websites anymore. 

It's like all the assholes on Myspace who put a truthbox on their page & are upset because people have told them EXACTLY what they really think of that person & it's not what they wanted to hear so they cry about it in bulletins. Get the fuck over it. You knew what to expect when you posted that bullshit on your page. So how are you going to get mad about it? If you can't handle hearing what others think about you, then don't give them the oppurtunity to say it. I know people hate me & have horrible things that they would love to tell me about myself, but I don't care what they think or have to say so why should I give them the oppurtunity to say it.

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!

I'm really aggravated about not having my phone. It's been broken for 2 weeks.

I'm more so aggravated at Jared. When his Sidekick 3 got "stolen" at the end of November, I filed the police report with the Bowling Green Police, I called Asurion & got a replacement shipped out for him, the replacement was shipped to me within 24 hours (perks of Ausrion being in Nashville) I paid the $120 for his replacement & that day I drove an hour & a half to Bowling Green to take him his phone, see him for 30 minutes, if that & then drove back home to Murfreesboro. Within a day or 2 of him having his new replacement phone he found out who stole his phone, contacted that persons parents & they returned it to a Tmobile store for Jared to go get. 

So, Jared has two working Sidekicks, one of which is rightfully mine considering I'm the one who dished out $120 & was never repayed for it. Not to mention his Tmobile account is in my name. The day my phone broke (Presidents Day) I IMed him & told him I wanted the extra 3 because it's more or less mine & I need it until I can get an upgrade on my phone or afford to get another Sidekick II off of eBay. He said it wasn't a problem. Well .. 2 weeks later I've still not had it shipped to me, or brought to me & he doesn't bring it up. Yet he's like "catch me on tmail" .. you fucking idiot my Sidekick is BROKEN, I can't tmail you unless I get on t-mobile.com which is just a hassle because their website is down for Maintenace 75% of the time. 

So lets recap, Jareds phone gets stolen, within 3 days of his  phone being stolen, he has a brand new replacement, hand delievered to him, by me.
(keep in mind, I called tmobile & had his account suspended, I called Asurion & filed the claim, I called the BG police & filed the report & I took it to him, oh & I paid for it .. out of pocket, to never see that money again)
My phone breaks & 2 weeks later I still have no replacement phone because it's not a concern of Jareds.

If I wasn't almost 7 months pregnant, I'd have NO issue driving to Bowling Green my damn self & picking up the phone. However, I'm not comfortable driving that far away at the moment. After every damn thing I have EVER done for that boy, the least he could do for me, is make an effort to get me the phone. I would prefer him to bring it to me. I don't want it mailed. 

I hate that I always go out of my way to do stuff for him but then when it comes to him returning the favour, he could give a shit less. I want to cry about it right now but I know that's just pregnancy hormones.

since I've not updated this Journal in over a Month, I figured why the hell not! 

First things first, for those of you who don't follow along at my other journal, I'm now 25 weeks pregnant :] both Brayden & I are getting big! Lol but it's fun. They moved my due date from June 14th to June 12th. I'm sure 2 days doesn't seem like a big deal to most but I'm like YAY! So I'm keeping my fingers crossed that he will actually be a baby that comes on time & I'm not overdue. Lol once I hit 40 weeks I'm going to be READY to be done.
Everything in the pregnancy is going along smoothly. I have a bladder infection right now but I have meds to take care of this ish!

My 23rd birthday is next Friday. I feel really old .. but that fact that I'm about to have a baby is contributing to that factor. My parents got me a bed as an early Birthday present .. well, actually my ONLY present but I got it early. Which is fine, I can't really ask for anything. None of my clothes fit & there's no point in me buying Maternity Clothes because they are too big for me. I needed a bed anyway so I'm complete fine with it. We'll of course go out to eat lol can't deny my pregnant ass food.

My brother got to come home for Presidents Day, which was nice because I hadn't seen him since Christmas & he hadn't seen me since I started showing lol so he was surprised to come home & see me 20lbs heavier & looking like I swallowed a watermelon. 

Jared & I are on speaking terms .. some days. Most days he just pisses me off & I won't talk to him. But he's trying .. so I guess I can't really ask for much more than that?

My damn Sidekick is broken, AGAIN. I can't believe I'm already having to get a new one. This one is only a year old. Poor phone, I abuse the shit out of it.

unemployment is such bullshit. 

I'm supposed to "certify" every week on Sundays between 8 AM & Midnight. So I call in to certify for last week so I'll get a check this week & they tell me it can't be processed because my claim for LAST Sunday wasn't approved because I received a check from The Body Shop for $300 in Paid Time Off.

My choice was either LIE to the government & say I never got this check or be truthful. So I decide to be truthful & never got my unemployment check for last week, now I'm not going to get another one this week. Until I can get ahold of someone to work this big fucking mess out. I'm really annoyed. 

ps; unemployment in Tennessee is .. so disgraceful. My checks from The Body Shop for 2 weeks worth of pay were $1200 FOR 2 WEEKS. I'm getting $152 A WEEK in unemployment "benefits" .. That's insulting.